All About Abnormal

2010-02-03T19:46:00.001+07:00

GO SEE THIS!!! A.S.A.P!

good bye! and hello!

2009-11-08T17:47:00.001+07:00

i'm moving to Tumblr.com

nadiasaraswati.tumblr.com

goodbye blogspot! I'm so outta here!!!

selamat jalan eyang

2009-11-08T16:43:00.002+07:00

dan gue pun baru pulang dari Bandung. gak disangka, hari Jumat (3.30), Eyang gue udah pergi untuk selama-lamanya.

berawal dari 4 bulan yang lalu, Eyang gue ngejalanin operasi pertamanya. awalnya, ada batu empedu. makanya harus dioperasi dan Eyang gue juga udah komplain karena bener-bener sakit. Eyang gue dioperasi di St. Yusuf, didaerah Cikondang situ. deket SMA berapa gitu ya, gue lupa :p nah, waktu operasi tuh gue sempet-sempet gak tega gitu, takut Eyang gue kenapa-kenapa. tapi, alhamdulillah, operasinya berhasil. Eyang gue juga cepet sadar kok.

tapi ternyata semakin nggak bener :'(

Eyang gue jadi gak niat makan, makannya bener-bener dikiiiiiiiit. tapi anehnya masih semangat 45. malah sempet main juga kerumah gue.

nggak lama, Eyang gue masuk rumah sakit lagi. katanya ususnya itu nempel kalo nggak salah, atau namanya peradanga usus. nah, lagi-lagi Eyang gue dioperasi kalo nggak salah. kali ini nggak di St. Yusuf tapi di Borromeous. iya, yang di Dago itu. suatu keuntungan yang besar, soalnya deket sama outlet :)

dari sana, udah dipersetujuin buat rawat jalan aja dan ngambil pengobatan herbal aja.

makin kesini, makin nggak bener Eyang gue.

sampe waktu itu, gue sempet denger kalo Eyang gue kena kanker usus. gue speechless, gak tau mau ngomong apaan. ditambah lagi, katanya cuma punya waktu hidup sekitar 6 bulan lagi.

waktu lebaran, keluarga besar dari nyokap gue punya trip ke Jawa Tengah. kayanya emang itu permohonan terakhirnya Eyang gue deh ya. setelah dari makam Eyang Kakung gue di Boyolali, Eyang gue jadi drop.

semenjak dari sana, kondisi Eyang makin menyedihkan. dia nggak bisa ngapa-ngapain lagi selain tiduran. ngomong juga udah nggak jelas. tapi, setiap ada yang jenguk atau mau pamit pulang, Eyang gue selalu nangis. melow banget!

dan terakhir, waktu Selasa kemaren, nyokap gue ke Bandung lagi gara-gara Eyang gue masuk rumah sakit lagi.

dan Kamisnya, setelah gue piket disekolah, gue ngecek hp gue. ada SMS dari nyokap gue, katanya dia sama Eyang Husein (kakaknya Eyang gue) ada di Bandung. Eyang gue koma. KOMA. yaAllah, gue langsung panik nelpon nyokap gue. sampe si Fiqi sms gue:

lo tadi kenapa deh? orang2 pd ngeliatin lo goblok. pada heran kenapa lo panik gitu

ternyata disaat gue panik, ada juga yang merhatiin -_-"

dan jam 5an, gue udah on the way Bandung sama bokap, adek dan pembantu gue.

nyampe di Borromeous, gue ngeliat dengan mata kepala gue sendiri. Eyang gue dipasangin ntah alat apa namanya, ada monitor buat tau detak jantung, tekanan darah dan lain-lain. Eyang gue nafasnya tersengal-sengal. waktu gue dateng, gue disuruh ngebisikin ALLAH dikuping Eyang gue. nyokap gue matanya sembab, bude gue lagi baca yasin. semuanya pada serius dan sedih juga ngeliat Eyang gue yang biasanya semangat 45, kini drop begitu aja di Borromeous.

gue di Borromeous tu sampe jam 10an dan akhirnya di drop bokap dirumah Rere, sepupu gue. gue tidurnya dikamar adeknya, berdua doang sama adek gue. biasanya adek gue sama adeknya Rere, dan gue sama Rere. tapi kali ini nggak. gue tidur nggak nyenyak. dikit-dikit bangun dan keinget Eyang gue. dan sekitar jam 3.30, gue bangun. perut gue sakiiiiiit banget. nggak tau kenapa, gue gak bisa tidur lagi. sampe jam 5an, nyokap gue bangunin gue.

EYANG GUE MENINGGAL JAM 3.30

gue cengo. nggak tau harus gimana. nggak tau harus ngapain.

prosesi pemakaman, nyokap gue nggak berhenti nangis. gue sih nangis pas Eyang gue dikavanin, dikapasin sama dikebumikan.

gue bener-bener kehilangan.

gue bener-bener sedih.

gue masih nggak nyangka, Eyang udah gak ada.

selamat jalan, Eyang.

S.O.S

2009-11-04T19:10:00.005+07:00

I need my drugs a.s.a.p!! for God's sake, I'm an user :p well, what can I say?

until I feel like this:

if you're know me so well, you really know that actually, my drugs is SHOPPING!!

kunjungan awal bulan :")

2009-11-03T17:15:00.007+07:00

tau gak tadi gue ngerjain daily tests dengan SUKSES. gak tau sih hasil benernya berapa tapi gue yakin banget nilainya diatas 8 :') gak sia-sia kemaren belajar deh!

anyhoo, tadi gue gak jadi kerja kelompok di Black Canyon. semalem, nyokap gue langsung heboh gitu pas gue minta izin mau kerja kelompok disana. "kamu mau kerja kelompok apa main?? mending di sekolah aja kenapa!" jadi yaudah deh gue di sekolah kerja kelompoknya.

sebelum kerja kelompok

(dari kanan ke kiri: gue, Rhegi dan Farhan)

kerja kelompok berhasil sih tapi tetep aja nggak kelar. pada main-main gitu tuh, apalagi Mei sama Farhan -_- kawin aja lo berdua wakakak! nggak deng. gue duluan yang harus kawin -_- (apasih?)

karena nyokap gue lagi ke Bandung, nengokin eyang ibu gue yang katanya masuk rumah sakit lagi (pendarahan usus. minta doanya ya readers) nah, gue udah bingung aja gimana mau balik :'( eh emang udah ditakdirin bersama kali ya, Dika sms gitu malemnya. mau main kerumah. gue bilang aja, gue ada kerja kelompok di GOR. eh dia mau kesana. HAHAHA! asik deh diapelin. selama ini, selama gak ketemu dan manja menye-menye tuh gue kayak kambing congek aja ngeliat orang-orang PDA depan gue. even my besties. huhuhu :'( nasib ya punya du jour beda sekolah. ck!

oke, dia dateng jam 3an. di jam DKNY gue jam segitu. tapi kayanya jamnya agak-agak ngawur deh. soalnya kan SMAN 2 pulang jam 3.15 gitu deh. dia dateng pas gue mau foto si Farhan lagi idiot-idiotnya gitu. eh, Farhan sih selalu idiot ya? yagakseh?

dan, Gawd! udah lama banget gak ketemu Dika :") tapi....

gue: *ngeliat rambutnya. bingung*

Dika: *ngeliat rambut gue*

Dika: "HUAHAHAHAHA! ada DORA!!!!!!!!!! kok gitu sihhhhh??"

gue: "babi. emang kenapa sih?"

Dika: "jelek tau, Naaaaaaaaaaad!! HAHAHA!"

gue: "yaudah sih cari aja yang laen!" (padahal OGAH BANGET kalo beneran gitu)

gue: "diiih? rambut kamu kenapa tu? aneh amat!"

gue: *megang-megang rambut Dika*

Dika: "ini model MANGKOK MIE tau!"

*insert frozen moment here*

gue dan Mei: "HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!"

oke deh, ada gaya rambut baru kagi. named: MANGKOK MIE. sumpah gue masih ngakak kalo nginget-nginget lagi :p

dan jam setengah 4an gue balik deh dianter dia. meninggalkan sampah-sampah busuk bekas kerja kelompok di GOR.

nyampe rumah gue, ya gitu-gitu aja sih. as usual. dia ngeliatin hamster gue. udah kayak orang autis gitu (hehe maap ya, Say). habisnya kocak sih! terus kita bercanda gitu, melepas penat. coba aja tiap hari dia kerumah. BEGH! nggak butek-butek amat deh ntar gue -_-

dia pulang jam 5an gitu, dengan berat hati gue anterin sampe bukain pager buat dia. nyeh -_-" CEPET BANGET SIH KETEMUANNYA?!

KANGEN BERAT DEH SAMA KAMU :'(

mat-hell

2009-11-02T13:18:00.006+07:00

I'm not having a good day. fark! and, kayanya harus ada yang bilang:

MATEMATIKA ITU MEMBUNUH KECANTIKAN

gue jadi acak adut setelah belajar matematika -_-

anyhoo, tomorrow I'll going to Starbucks or Black Canyon to doing my math project with Mei, Farhan, Fiqi and Ferdy. and the truth is I don't have any interest with that.

to-do-list:

1. study Science for daily test tomorrow at BP (new class!! with Niken)

2. try to understand what the hell is Statistic. gawd, I'll never-ever gonna understand that!!!

3. late night call with my du jour boyfriend, Andika :')

TBL Low Viewers?!

2009-11-01T11:18:00.000+07:00

Some Ugly News: The Beautiful Life Canceled

Fri., Sep. 25, 2009 3:51 PM PDT by NATALIE FINN

Jan Thijs / The CW

Every fall, the bell tolls first for someone. This year, it tolls for thee, Mischa Barton.

She and the rest of the comely cast of The Beautiful Life are out of a job, with the CW opting to cancel the drama after just two episodes, the network confirmed to E! News Friday.

This marks the first (and, assuredly, not the last by far) cancellation of the just-begun 2009-10 television season.

The Ashton Kutcher-produced show, about the trials and tribulations of the modeling world (which, on TV at least, involves a lot of sex and catfighting), was plagued with production problems from the start, starting with Barton's hospitalization for emotional exhaustion and post-op pain in July.

To add insult to injury, a mere 1.5 million people tuned in for its Sept. 16 premiere, and only 1 million caught Wednesday's episode.

GNO with Fira :")

2009-11-01T08:06:00.012+07:00

hello! before I start, gue mau ngucapin makasih banget yang udah ngisi C.Box dan yang udah nge-visit blog gue. keep visiting this blog ya, guys!

so, gue jadi potong rambut kemaren. di salon langganan gue, bareng nyokap. nyokap sih mau ngecat rambut -_- maklum, ibu-ibu kelewatan gaul ya begitu deh. dan setelah gak lama dari potong rambut........................GUE KANGEN RAMBUT PANJANG GUE. kampret.

terus ya, malemnya tu gue sama sahabat lama gue, Fira, akhirnya jalan juga. iya, setelah 3 tahun gak ketemu dan akhirnya semalem kita GNO bareng :")

gue berangkat jam setengah 4an gitu sama Fira, dianter nyokap gue. sebelumnya nyokap gue senewen banget minta buru-buru gitu soalnya mau nganter baju kerja bokap gue ke tempat Gebyar BCA semalem. jadi deh waktu Fira mau kerumah gue, gue buru-buruin dia. maaf ya, Fir!

nyampe lokasi, gue liat The Changcuters lagi latihan gitu. gue sama bokap sih disuruh nonton kalo bisa. tapi gue sama Fira gak nonton deh tu acara Gebyar BCA yang ada Christian Bautista-nya :'( mau sih, secara gue kan free pass. tapi tu malemnya hujan -_- jadi deh gak nonton. so, kapan-kapan aja deh nontonnya hehe.

di SMS kita pas dateng langsung ke Bengawan Solo Coffee.

udah beli itu, gue sama Fira langsung nyari tempat oke di DownTown-nya dan cerita-cerita gitu. dia cerita sekolahnya (SinarMas World Academy-red) dan gimana anak-anaknya, cara belajarnya. jujur deh, gue tertarik banget masuk sana. seru banget! kemaren Jumat malem aja katanya ada party Halloween gitu! MAU! okay, terus dia cerita juga tentang lovelife, keluarganya... ya, pokoknya macem-macem deh. gue juga cerita-cerita banyak sama dia. kangen deh udah lama gitu ya gak ngobrol langsung begini. biasanya cuma wall-to-wall atau mention twitter atau chat di MSN doang -_- dan kemaren kita bener-bener real ketemu!

kita ngobrol tu sampe jam 6an dan akhirnya masuk ke SMS buat sekedar jalan doang. kita juuga niatnya mau ketemu Arrum nih (anak Harapan Bangsa-red) yang merangkap waktu SD itu segeng juga sama gue dan Fira.

(ini Arrum. cantik, kan?)

kita nungguin Arrum sama temen-temennya yang lagi nonton This Is It (eh, bagus gak sih? gue tertarik deh) di XXI. sebelumnya ke Gramedia sama PaperClip, si Fira mau cari pensil itu tapi yang dicari gak ada sama sekali -_-. terus, ujung-ujungnya masa gak ketemu!!! dia sama temen-temennya tu ujung-ujungnya karokean di Happy Puppy -_- padahal gue sama Fira udah nafsu banget pengen ketemu sama Arrum :'(

capek nungguin Arrum, gue sama Fira cari makan. ini nih yang paling rebek!

tadinya mau makan di Solaria yang dibawah kan, tapi ramenya gak nahan. mau makan Takigawa III tapi tiba-tiba gak ada niat makan makanan kaya gitu. mau makan Wendy's tapi bosen. akhirnya kita ke Salsa Food City. disitu kita berdua mondar-mandir nyari makanan. tadi mau makan makanan Padang, tapi baru nyadar. kalo Padang kan dikasih semua ya, ntar kalo kita habisin semuanya mati kutu deh -_-. akhirnya balik lagi ke DownTown. ketemu x-kakak kelas juga sih disitu tapi kekeuh lah cuek wkwk. and then, mau makan di Sagoo, tapi Fira gak sreg. dan akhirnya..... kita berdua makan di Olives House. ehhhh daritadi gitu ya, makan disana! ck!

gue mesen Chicken Katsu Don sama Ice Tea. si Fira gak tau mesen apaan tapi minumnya sama kok. dan disini nih, ada kebiadapan.

pas minumannya dateng, kan kita udah haus gitu ya jadi langsung minum.

Fira: *minum ice tea*

Gue: *mulai agak bingung*

Gue: "eh, Fir, manis gak ounya lo?"

Fira: "iya ni!"

*give a frozen moment here*

Fira: "mass, mass! bisa minta gula?"

Mas-mas sok asik: "maaf mbak, kalo ice tea pake gula itu beda lagi. namanya ice sweet tea..."

Fira: *lempeng* "yaudah deh!"

(ice tea biadab)

dan akhirnya kita minum itu ice tea seharga Rp. 7000,- berasa minum Aqua pake es -_- kampret. padahal gue gak inget ada tulisan "ICE SWEET TEA" di menunya.

(Fira ngomong dengan napsunya. mungkin gara-gara kelaparan ya? ya, Fira, ya?)

(akhirnya makanannya Fira dateng -_- dia diem HAHAHA)

(my Chicken Katsu Don :9)

(dengan biadab gue abisin semuanya -_- dan akhirnya kekenyangan)

FYI, Olives House itu layak dimakan. murah dan enak. selamat makan!

dari Olives House, kita berdua mau beli J.Cool (sayangnya gak ada Sour Sally rawr!) tapi buset! penuh banget! males deh gue mah. dan tadinya mau balik ke lokasi Gebyar BCA gitu, tapi gak jadi deh gara-gara hujan. padahal penasaran juga sih pengen liat hasil "kerjaan" bokap gue. HAHAHA!

gue pulang sama Fira naik taxi. oh my god! taxi dooooong (apasih o___O) gue suka naik taxi. iya, setelah pesawat, mobil dan ujung-ujungnya taxi. apalagi kalo Silver Bird weh weh weh.

Fira main dulu dirumah gue, baca-baca album kenangan SD Al-Azhar BSD gitu. ketawa-ketawa ngakak juga.

terus kita dengerin lagu Glee di Iphone-nya Fira. iya, Iphone. should I say more? okay, Iphone Iphone Iphone Iphone Iphone. stop! I'm crying right now :'( --> saking pengennya.

and finally, GNO kita berakhir jam setengah 11 ketika Fira dijemput emaknya :'(

GNO yang gak bakal gue lupain!!!

I really want but I don't know :'(

2009-10-30T20:27:00.006+07:00

so, gue tadi blogwalking gitu kan terus sampe ke blognya Queen Bee (ya, yang film-film itu lhoo! but err, I don't know much about her -_-) terus gue liat rambutnya dia.

persis kaya rambut gue sekitar setahun-dua tahun yang lalu :")

besok siang, habis ngambil rapot bayangan (semoga hasilnya BAGUS. I'm crossing my finger very hard right now), gue mau ke Tony and Guy or semacemnya buat potong rambut dan creambath juga kalo bisa. malemnya, gue mau satnite di SMS sama my bestie, Fira.

but, tapi gue masih gak yakin. gue juga pengen punya rambut panjang.

aaaaaaaaaarggghh!! gue mau banget rambut kaya gitu!! :S

tapi seandainya gue motong rambut gue jadi pendek kaya tadi, seenggaknya bisa diginiin:

tapi tapi tapi GAK tau deh jadinya gimana!!! DOH! besok sih Mei juga katanya mau ngerapiin rambut juga -_- barengan deh ah :p dan kata Andika, du jour boyfriend gue:

Potonglah ,udah panjang bgd tao !

a song for Andika

2009-10-30T12:34:00.005+07:00

How I wish you could see the potential
the potential of you and me
It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language
you can't read just yet

You gotta spend some time, love
You gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love
I will possess your heart

You gotta spend some time, love
You gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love
I will possess your heart

There are days when outside your window
I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective
when we'll be lovers, lovers at last

You gotta spend some time, love
You gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love
I will possess your heart

You gotta spend some time, love
You gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find love
I will possess your heart

I will possess your heart
I will possess your heart

You reject my advances and desperate pleas.
I won't let you let me down so easily.
So easily...

You gotta spend some time love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find love.
I will possess your heart.

You gotta spend some time love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find love.
I will possess your heart.

You gotta spend some time love.
You gotta spend some time with me.
And I know that you'll find love.
I will possess your heart.

I will possess your heart.
I will possess your heart

found another one :P

2009-10-29T22:13:00.003+07:00

tumblr

the hawt e-diary right now -_-" well, gue masih bingung nih mau blogspot atau tumblr.

kalo mau liat-liat tumblr gue, bisa di click:

nadiasaraswati.tumblr.com

dan tumblr tu lebih asik ya ternyata. gue dikasih tau my-hawt-bff-never-ends, Fira. iya, yang anak Dubai dan sekarang lagi sekolah di SinarMas itu -_-" awalnya emang gue udah lama banget bikin account disana tapi sempet gaptek gitu :'( terus tadi nyoba utak-atik daaaaan ASLI SERU! tapi gue gak bisa ninggalin my B L A C K I S H gitu huhu.

oh-so-want-right-now!!!

2009-10-29T14:24:00.006+07:00

me and Astri get over our problem(s). I forgive her, finally (yeah, I know. I'm that cruel :p). so... I don't know what's next. but no, I don't think that we're gonna be besties anymore, just in case. and someone said: "keep your friends and your enemy closer" Astri is my frenemy so... I guess that counts! *wink wink* and don't forget, it counts on you too, Miss. Seniorita.

anyhoo, Mei just bought BlackBerry Curve and she was like "AWWWWW!!!"- yeah, you know that expresion.

Mei's new BB

and I just curious, why she bought that. why she didn't buy this:

oh well, maybe that will be mine in a couple day :)

or this

that will be mine too, for Fendi's sake :P

and this's my conference windows live messanger with Puti and Mei.

@misgasman -putts- has joined this conversation

mei has joined this conversation

@misgasman -putts- says: sarooh

You sent a Buzz!

@misgasman -putts- just sent you a Buzz!

mei says: wooooy

I say: yeah

mei says: kesik sa neeh gueee T_T

@misgasman -putts- says: haha

@misgasman -putts- says: kenapa ?

@misgasman -putts- just sent you a Buzz!

mei says: punya bb gabisa makeeee

mei says: huehueee

@misgasman -putts- says: haha cacaat

@misgasman -putts- says: wakakak

mei says: huahuhuhuhuhu

I say: gembel wkwk

I say: makanya baca manual booknya!

mei says: hahaha iyaa sotoy sih guee

@misgasman -putts- says: waah mey mey

mei says: eheh masa langganan bb 1 hari make as 8 rb BANGKRUT GUEEE

I say: haha goblok

I say: siapa suruh pake bb

I say: hehe

I say: *ngiri ceritanya

I say: eh gak deng

@misgasman -putts- says: sapa suruh pake as

I say: Iphone sudah menanti

mei says: kaga adaaaaa

@misgasman -putts- says: hihi pada enaak dah

mei says: nyokap tuh put

mei says: kenapaaa

@misgasman -putts- says: gua canon aja daah

mei says: hahaha

mei says: itusih gue juga mauuuu cannon, bb, laptop apple beh bahagi hidup gueeee

@misgasman -putts- says: biasa sayang sama hape . soalnya tuh hape udah gua banting berkali tapi masih aja setiaa hihi

mei says: hahahahaha

mei says: mantep

I say:

@misgasman -putts- says: canon atau nikon?

@misgasman -putts- says: haha

Jennifer's Body

2009-10-28T15:45:00.007+07:00

bloggie! I'm back with my desktop woo-hoo!

so, I was watching MTV2 after I'm back from school and suddenly...

jennifer's body

as I'm one of those fan of Megan Fox, I do want to watch this film. for Siki De Somile's sake. and hey, look what I found!

Megan Fox On Elle June 2009 Body Issue Magazine Cover

May 05, 2009 By: allisis Category: Magazine Cover, Megan Fox

Megan Fox, one of the hottest woman alive is on the cover of June 2009 Elle magazine and Elle’s Body Issue.

The photographs from the editorial are hot and sexy and Megan shows us she should have win this year’s title of the sexiest woman alive (as she did last year).

Inside the magazine you’ll find an interview with Megan talking about weight loss, her love life and other interesting stuff.

Fucking Internet Connection

2009-10-27T21:12:00.001+07:00

Gawd, I miss my Blackish! Look at you know! So plain!! Well, my silly internet conection is still get problem. Blooddamn -_-

Fiqi, my newest great friend, which is he's such a geeky-computer-maniac, came to my cribs. And it's just a great sign, I mean I can asking him for repairing my fucking computer. But, when I'm asked him & he was saying like "Okay, where the hell is your computer? And your modem, Nad!" & blooddamn! It still won't work! WHAT THE HELL!!
So I called Speedy Hotline number and talked to... Idk who was that. I don't even care!

Now, my connection is still bad. Well, I can use my laptop with Im2. Unfortunetly, the credit is over! FARK! Dad, if you read this posting... Puh-lease! Put on the Wi-Fi!! Or another way is... Bring me an Iphone (y)

Anyhoo, Farhan, Mei, Puti and Ferdi was came to my cribs too. Same as Fiqi. Well, they're came to mine's because we were make some Yoghurt for Science's.

Am I already told you that I have a new pet? Yeah, kinda Hamster. Named Gembul -_- I don't have any idea!!

blooddamn -_-

2009-10-23T21:31:00.005+07:00

bloggie, bloggie, bloggie! I just got back from TerasKota (BORING!) habis ngeBlitz sama nonton live jazz disana ceritanya. tapi gue gak bisa sampe malem gitu masa :'( besok mau ke Bandung zetzet males banget sumpah -_-

it happened...

rencananya pergi ini udah direncanain dari minggu-minggu pas gue sama Dika terakhir ketemuan, sekitar dua mingguan yang lalu gitu deh kalo gak salah. eh apa minggu kemaren ya? gue lupa -_- nah tadi pagi baru deh gue tanya si nyokap kembali dan katanya boleh asal gak malem-malem. jadi ya gitu deh.

awalnya gue cepetin jadi jam 2an udah disana, tapi pas tanya nyokap gak boleh. brengsek banget :@ skip skip skip jam 4an Dika udah dirumah deh. HAHAHA! udah lama gak gue culik dia kerumah :p dirumah ya cuma ngobrol dan bercanda doang gitu di teras.

udah deh, gak lama gue ganti baju pake Details dress garis-garis ijo-jeans gitu wkkak agak too much sih emang. tapi kan gue bosen aja bajunya itu-itu melulu, sekali-sekali gitu pake simple dress week :p

di TerasKota kita berdua otm Phobia 2. emang deh, itu film udah lumutan banget, for Gucci's sake. awalnya aneh-aneh gitu, gue aja masih gak mudeng -_- itu kaya beberapa cerita gitu dijadiin satu nyeh. gue nguap-nguap ps otm itu HAHAHA. tapi pas cerita yang apa ya judulnya? gue lupa gitu pokoknya lagi bikin film deh, nah itu sumpah gue ngakak-ngakak nontonnya. tampangnya pada tablo semua! gembelnya, itu film kemana-mana ada darahnya. you know me so well don't you?

habis otm, gue nyamperin anak CERIA; Farhan sama Rhegi (tapi ada Adit, Ipang sama Jovi juga sih) di belakang Es Teler 77. itu pada "berbenda" semua. tot banget deh, gue jadi pengin :9 ehhh gak deng, I don't do smoke anyhoo. I'm occasional. beda laaaah...
terus ya gitu-gitu aja sih, gak ada WAH -_- gue sempet fro-yo gitu berdua sama Dika. gila, masih enakan Sour Sally. ahhhh I want Sour Sally!!

terakhir makan Sour Sally pas ke Taman Anggrek doang :'( itu juga makan yang plain -_-

dan... besok ke Bandung LAGI. ih males banget deh, gue pengen gak ikut aja deh. dirumah sendirian itu lebih asik ketimbang kesana ;p eh eh tapi kalo ke Bandung berarti gue satnite ke PVJ dong? hem. bingung deh gue jadinya ck!

terus masa ya gue iseng-iseng di Facebook, jadinya begini:

N : is a very good kisser too!
A : crazy
D : a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had
I : is really sweet & romantic
A : crazy

S : makes people laugh
A : crazy
R : funny
A : crazy
S : makes people laugh
W : can be funny and dumb at times
A : crazy
T : a smile to die for
I : is really sweet & romantic

2009-10-22T15:46:00.002+07:00

I've been removed my Facebook friends :p

jadi sekarang cuma sekitar 500 doang HAHAHA! Dari 1500an jadi 500an meh -,-

semakin privet aja deh ni account gue weh weh weh.

maaf deh ya yang gue remove :)

beyonce - broken-hurted girl

2009-10-20T16:46:00.001+07:00

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No…No
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be…Oooo
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

beyonce - ego

2009-10-20T16:04:00.001+07:00

Oh baby, how you doing?
You know I'm gonna cut right to the chase
Some women were made but me, myself
I like to think that I was created for a special purpose
You know, what's more special than you? You feel me

It's on baby, let's get lost
You don't need to call into work 'cause you're the boss
For real, want you to show me how you feel
I consider myself lucky, that's a big deal

Why? Well, you got the key to my heart
But you ain't gonna need it, I'd rather you open up my body
And show me secrets, you didn't know was inside
No need for me to lie

It's too big, it's too wide
It's too strong, it won't fit
It's too much, it's too tough
He talk like this 'cause he can back it up

He got a big ego, such a huge ego
I love his big ego, it's too much
He walk like this 'cause he can back it up

Usually I'm humble, right now I don't choose
You can leave with me or you could have the blues
Some call it arrogant, I call it confident
You decide when you find on what I'm working with

Damn I know I'm killing you with them legs
Better yet them thighs
Matter a fact it's my smile or maybe my eyes
Boy you a site to see, kind of something like me

It's too big, it's too wide
It's too strong, it won't fit
It's too much, it's too tough
I talk like this 'cause I can back it up

I got a big ego, such a huge ego
But he love my big ego, it's too much
I walk like this 'cause I can back it up

I, I walk like this 'cause I can back it up
I, I talk like this 'cause I can back it up
I, I can back it up, I can back it up
I walk like this 'cause I can back it up

It's too big, it's too wide
It's too strong, it won't fit
It's too much, it's too tough
He talk like this 'cause he can back it up

He got a big ego, such a huge ego, such a huge ego
I love his big ego, it's too much
He walk like this 'cause he can back it up

Ego so big, you must admit
I got every reason to feel like I'm that bitch
Ego so strong, if you ain't know
I don't need no beat, I can sing it with piano

beyonce - sweet dream

2009-10-20T16:01:00.002+07:00

Every night I rush to my bed
with hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
when I close my eyes
I'm goin outta my head
lost in a fairytale
can you hold my hands and be my guide

clouds filled with stars cover your skies
and I hope it rains
you're the perfect lullaby
what kinda dream am is this

you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don't wanna wake up from you
sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
my guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
boy you my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you're there
so wrap your arms around me for real
and tell me you'll stay by side

clouds filled with stars cover your skies
and I hope it rains
you're the perfect lullaby
what kinda dream am is this

you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don't wanna wake up from you
sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
my guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don't wanna wake up from you

tattoo your name across my heart
so it will remain
not even death can make us part
what kind of dream is this?!

you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don't wanna wake up from you
sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
my guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
baby long as you're here
I'll be floating on air cause you're my
you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
either way i, don't wanna wake up from you

my dream

2009-10-20T14:42:00.003+07:00

tadi gue iseng-iseng ikut Social Interview di Facebook, terus ada question:

"What is your idea of a perfect date?

gue jawab aja deh tu:

"star gazing would be nice for me"

dan tiba-tiba gue jadi pengen star gazing -_-" ya, ngedate gitu sambil star gazing. sumpah, seru kali ya?

gila kan ya? seru banget kayanya :9

romantis bener kalo pacaran sambil star gazing gitu. yaoloh... MAU!

lebaran 2009

2009-10-19T18:57:00.007+07:00

I have no ideas now. just wanna share some photos aja kayanya. lebaran 2009. yes, I know this kindda late -_-"

holiday at Jogja. with my mother's big family :p I heart Jogja too, right after Bandung and Bali hihi.

Borobudur Temple

(me, Rafi, Oo, Nantha and Arlene get posed!!)

(Aunty Anti, Momsy, Aunty Irma and Me. Idk that my Father captured on me -_-)

(Gaze!!! oww! he's soooooo cute! but he likes to pinch me out. shitty)

(at Parangtritis. blue sunnies on me!!!)

(with my Momsy. sunnies mood-on!)

(at Blora. my Grandpa's)

(Granny. she's still goodlooking)

at Bandung. with my Father's big family! I love this family!!! everyone has a very good sense of humor. just like me!

(Eca, Dimas, Me and Rena at WaLe :9)

(minus Aunty Ii and her family huhu)

(before went home)

and tomorrow, my Brother will having his birthday!! really? he'll be 8 years I guess -_- just wanna say happy birthday earlier: HAPPY BIRTHDAY, RAFI!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH :-*

creepy satnite

2009-10-18T07:40:00.008+07:00

good morning!! for Fendi's sake, kemaren malem satnitenya creepy banget. really!!

kemaren siang, gue cuma ke Lippo doang -_-" nengokin Gaudi, Yellow, Debenhams dan kawan-kawannya. maklum, tangan udah gatel gak belanja lama soalnya hehe. pulang-pulang dari Lippo cuma ngebawa pulang 1 dress sama 1 high-waisted skirt garis-garis biru :'( padahal niatnya mau belanja kalap tuh. tapi kata si Momsy "jangan lah, kasian Papa, kak. besok lagi aja!" ohmyGawd.

dan gue nyampe rumah mendekati maghrib gitu kan, gue tiba-tiba pengen satnite. PENGEN. jadi gue text messaging ke Puti, temen jalan gue.

Put, satnite kemana? Jalan gak?

Puti langsung deh on the phone gue, ngajak ke rumah Pipin dan gue? gue langsung buru-buru masuk kamar mandi and showering. HAHAHA! abis itu skip skip skip --nyampe rumahnya Pipin deh. sukseeess satnite diluar rumah wkwa ;p

dirumah Pipin, gue, Puti, Adi (sepupunya Pipin yang sekolah di SMP 11), Eta (adeknya Pipin) sama Pipin main kartu. sumpah ya, yang namanya Mas Adi tu kocaaaaakkk banget!! gue sampe ketawa-ketawa jumpalitan gara-gara Adi itu -_-"
gue dirumah Pipin makan sate. asik deh, tau banget ya kalo gue lagi ngidam sate! HAHAHA! udah gitu yang ngipasin satenya kan Adi, pantes pas gue makan satenya agak-agak kecut-asem gitu. kayanya keringetnya nyampur ke sate -_-

abis makan dan main kartu, si Pipin ngajak jalan-jalan. eh nggak deng, tadinya mau ke taman depan rumahnya dan manggil si Mia, tp gak jadi. kita malah nyamperin Maya. Maya waktu gue samperin, kaya orang cengok gitu. kocak deh. coba gue bawa camera anadalan, pasti deh itu gue foto dan gue post disini. tapi sayang gue lupa :'(

dari rumah Maya, kita berempat ke ruko gitu. hmm apa ya namanya? gue agak-agak lupa. pokoknya sempet ngambil beberapa foto disana. dan as usual, gue sebagai objeknya -_- kita disana sampe jam setengah 10an dan balik gara-gara udah sepiiiiiii banget.

and this is the part.

nyampe depan rumah Maya, gue sama Maya sempet difoto gitu kan. gue udah put on my angel tapi tiba-tiba tampangnya Maya aneh gitu. kaya keselek gajah. pokoknya nyeremin lah. gue cuek aja karena gak tau apa-apa.

Maya: "eh, gue mau ngomong tapi... gak deh, ntar aja..."
Gue: *penasaran* "hah? apadeh sih... ngomong aja kali!"
Maya: "ah. ntar aja."
*diem semua*
Maya: "gue masuk dulu ya, lo jangan tinggalin gue!!!"
Gue, Puti, Pipin: "iyeeeee..."

gak lama, gue diem. mata gue menangkap sesuatu. bukan, itu bukan Miyabi pake kemben. dan bukan juga Pak Ambon jualan tali beha. tapi... putih. matanya merah. tampangnya puceeeett banget. dan 'dia' ngeliat kearah gue. dia pake baju yang agak-agak mirip guling. diiket diatasnya, tangannya, well, gue gak liat tangannya kaya gimana. kurang lebih ya seperti ini:

ya kawan, itu POCONG!!!

sumpah ya, gue gak boong. gue beneran ngeliat itu. tapi gue diem aja. soalnya kalo gue teriak-teriak, sekampung bisa bangun :'( gue udah degdegan banget, mau bilang ke Puti sama Pipin tapi mereka bilang "nggak usah deh lo cerita sekarang, ntar aja kalo udah nyampe rumah Pipin!!!" jadi ya gue diem aja.

pas nyampe rumah Pipin...

Gue: "cerita sekarang yaaaaaaa?"
Puti, Pipin & Adi: "iyeeeee..."
Gue: "waktu didepan rumah Maya, gue liat Pocong!!!!" *teriak-teriak panik kaya orang gila*
Adi: "paling itu bayangan lo doang, woyyy..."
Puti: "eh, gue juga ngeliat. 3x malah, Nad!"
*diem semua*
Puti: "waktu gue fotoin lo sama Maya, sebenernya dideket lo ada, Nad. makanya agak gue ke kanan-in..."
Gue: "HAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH?!!!!"
Puti: "iya, sumpah berasa di film-film gue..."
Pipin: "udah nggak usah dibahas lagi!"

ya pokoknya gitu deh. malem minggu kemaren ancur banget gara-gara gue ngeliat si 'dia'. well, gak kaget sih. dikamar gue juga ada masalahnya tapi untungnya baik hehehe, tapi sesekali pernah lah gue diganggu :(

dan semalem gue sukses begadang. nggak bisa tidur. tapi sempet sih on the phone sama my du jour boyfriend dulu. mendingan sih agak-agak ngantuk. tapi pas udahan, gue melek lagi!! !@$#%@^!#$!!!!!!!!!!! akhirnya gue tidur dalam kegelisahan di malam hari deh. dan kayanya baru tidur jam 4an :"(

eh paginya, babe gue ngajak ngebubur di BSD Plaza -_- dan waktu kesana, gue baru cuci muka, sikat gigi dan sisiran doang. belum mandi -_- tapi tapi tapi... masih sexy doooonngg!! HAHAHA!

anyhoo, gue ada di blognya Gian masa!! HAHAHAHAHA! kaya gini isinya:

Nadia Saraswati Wahyudi (nadia) 3 jhs dan Andika Purwantara (dika) 1 shs

disini gua cuma mau deskripsikan nadia karna gua ga terlalu deket sama dika. gua tulis nama dia soalnya ga klop aja gitu kalo nyebutin nadia ga ada dika nya. hubungan mereka udah sekitar 1 thn lebih loh. padahal udah banyak banget masalah yang menghantui mereka. tapi licin licin aja hubungannya. uwaw iri deh gua haha. sahabat gua yang satu ini juga ga kalah fashion sama tia. pertama lu ngeliat dia, mungkin anaknya keliatan fashion abis, anggun, kalem. TERNYATA.. fashion sih iya. anggun dan kalem ? ga jamin. gaya ngakak nya itu yang ngebuat gua kangen sama dia hahaha. banyak yang nanya ke dia "nad, itu kk lu ?" dia pun jawab"bukan, dia nyokap gua" ih pokonya dia itu kloningan nyokapnya deh. disaat orang sedih, ada aja lawakan dia yang bisa ngebuat orang lupa akan masalah2nya. ya sayangnya, sekarang kita udah ga terlalu deket lagi ya nad. miss you deh

oke ini tu buka aib banget ya -_-

oh my Gawd!

2009-10-16T19:33:00.012+07:00

hei I'm posting back -_-" yeah, idk what to do this night so I guess I'll posting again, again and again. hell, yeah.

before gue ngebacot ria, gue mau pamer ah...

MY MID(DDLE FINGER) TEST ARE FINALLY OVER!!! HELL, YEAH!! EAT MY GUCCI DUST, MID!! SHOOOO! dan berarti gue bebas ngapa-ngapain deh. eh gak deng, biasanya juga bebas ngapa-ngapain. hmm. semoga aja ya nilanya memuaskan Momsy Papsy-ku *amin

siang ini gue had a date with my du jour boyfriend, which is Dika. kita janjian di SMS, tempat biasa gue sama dia kalo jalan. to be honest ya, gue agak-agak bosen sih jalan di SMS, pengennya besok itu ke PIM tapi gue gak bisa, ada test di Purwacaraka -_- dan Dika kayanya gak bisa juga deh :'( jadi emang udah takdirnya di SMS kali ya? fufu.

agendanya sama seperti biasa. nonton dan nongkrong di DownTown sampe my Momsy jemput gue. selama satu setengah tahun ya kalo ngedate gitu-gitu aja. hihihi :} kind of funny I guess. gue pengen sih nyoba yang baru dan aneh-aneh kaya hmm... outbond bareng? lumayan. ke Kota Tua berdua? pengen abbbissss. ke Dufan? udah pernah pas naik kelas kemaren -_- ohh! gue pengen ke Bandung deh wkwkkkw. Sabtu cabut ke Bandung terus sat.nite di PVJ deh! wow! kalo kemaleman, nginep di rumah sodara! hiahahay ngarep banget deh gue. gue kan anaknya susah dapet izin dare mami papi tercintah :'(

oh iya, kita nonton ini tadi:

Abby Richter tertantang menjadi produser sebuah acara bincang pagi dan sedang mencari Tuan Sempurna untuk menjadi kekasihnya. Ia terkejut saat atasannya memintanya bekerjasama dengan Mike Chadway, pembawa acara yang dipimpinnya dengan kepribadian urakan, mencoba membeberkan fakta apa saja yang membuat wanita dan pria jatuh cinta.

yang main Katherine Hiegl sama Gerard Buttler dong! wiii :3

sumpah ya, for Gucci's sake, itu tuh kocaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakk banget. buat dewasa sih emang dan ceritanya kata gue gampang ketebak soalnya gue sempet nonton trailer-nya di Indovision gue. tapi ntah kenapa, pas tadi "jenguk" XXI, gue langsung manja menye-menye minta nonton The Ugly Truth sama Dika ;p dan ternyata gak nyesel!! filmnya bagguuusss dan yeah, satu lagi gak perlu gue ceritain *wink wink

eh anyhoo, tadi Right Round-nya Flo Rida jadi soundtrack di The Ugly Truth!!! oh my God!!! gue suka sama lagu itu ya Tuhan... hihihi :3

terus ada gempa.

kronologinya sih, kan udah mau ending, si Abbey sama Mike lagi having sex gitu. sumpah gue ngakak ngeliatnya! HAHAHAHA! dan gak lama kan lampunya nyala, itu tu kursi merah XXI goyang-goyang! sumpah, yang geter-geter gimana gitu masa!! aihhhhh... gue kira dari efek adegan yang tadi ya, tapi ternyata... masa speaker juga ikut goyang?!

Dika sempet nanya gitu ada gempa blablabla - dan entah kenapa ya, gue kalem-kalem aja. gak panik gimana gitu. Mei, yang kebetula lagi Primagama, ntah apa nasib itu anak hehehe ;p tapi ya syukur deh SMS kagak ambruk. kalo ambruk kan berabe gue, gue belum kawin lho!! HAHAHA!

anyhoo, perut gue sakit nih. gue memprediksi gara-gara kebanyakan minum Greensands deh.

gue beli 2, gak yang re-charge tapinya T.T padahal gue pengen banget yang re-charge ;p

mungkin gue stomacache gara-gara belum makan udah ngabisin 2 kaleng Greensands kali ya? yaaaaah -_-"

tumben ya Dika gak gimana gitu pas ngeliat gue minum Greensands. hmm bagus deh. gue kira dia bakal marah atau murka atau guling-guling di lantai, gak taunya... "Nad, aku mau dong, say..." ohhhh :O

yeay, oleh-oleh akhirnya dikasih juga ke Dika. padahal itu oleh-oleh udah dari jaman kapan tau ya, jaman lebaran, tapi gue baru ngasih oleh-oleh dari Jogja sekarang. sinting banget! susah ya pacaran LDR itu. eh tapi ada untungnya sih buat gue: makin dewasa

yaah sudahlah. saya capek ngebacot mulu -____-"

Fira my Girl

2009-10-14T11:51:00.004+07:00

haudiiii! today was so uncool! my history test is... bad. I don't even know how to answer that stupid questions! rawr! who cares about pasts? do you care about the pasts? why we care so much about our pasts when the future is so surprising? full of the mystery? but, some how there're many peeps stuck on their pasts. menyedihkan sekaleeee! gue sih, Gawd thankss, gak pernah stuck on my pasts :")

eh tau gak, sahabat dari gue SD, Maghfira Fauzia (tapi pas di Dubai dia pake nama Magfira Neuville-red), dia tu balik lagi ke Indonesia! WOW!

it happened last night, when I'm realize that she's in my town! Fira kemaren malem nge-tweet gue. it said:

Fira: firioo @nadiawahyudi, nad mau ke dance sekolah gue ga tanggal 30 nanti? :)about 19 hours ago from web

Gue: Wah gue harus ke Dubai dong? Ongkosin! RT @firioo: @nadiawahyudi, nad mau ke dance sekolah gue ga tanggal 30 nanti? :)about 18 hours ago from Snaptu

Fira: firioo @nadiawahyudi HAHAHA kan udah ga di Dubai lagi, makanya gue ajakinnn :Pabout 18 hours ago from web in reply to nadiawahyudi

Gue: HAH? KOK GAK BILANG2?! RT @firioo: @nadiawahyudi HAHAHA kan udah ga di Dubai lagi, makanya gue ajakinnn :Pabout 18 hours ago from Snaptu

Fira: firioo @nadiawahyudi Sengaja, hehe :D Minta nomer hape dooong :P

Gue: Ah eluuu hihi gue DM aja ya? Langsung sms dong! HAHA RT @firioo: @nadiawahyudi Sengaja, hehe :D Minta nomer hape dooong :P

Fira: firioo @nadiawahyudi Sip, DM aja neng, gue langsung SMS :Dabout 18 hours ago from web in reply to nadiawahyudi

Gue: @firioo Udah gue DM ya.. Itu nomor hp gue firabout 18 hours ago from Snaptu in reply to firioo

Gue: Kagak ada yang masuk -_- hayo ngirimnya ke pak RT ya fir? Gak ke gue? RT @firioo: @nadiawahyudi Sip, udah gue SMS :Dabout 18 hours ago from Snaptu

Fira: @nadiawahyudi CIE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA NGAKAK GUE BACANYA HAHAHAHAabout 18 hours ago from web in reply to nadiawahyudi

Fira: @nadiawahyudi UDAH GUE SMS NENGG XDabout 18 hours ago from web in reply to nadiawahyudi

Gue: Gak ada yg masuk. Sini nomor lo, gue aja yg sms huns :p RT @firioo: @nadiawahyudi Udah terima sms gue? XDabout 18 hours ago from Snaptu

Fira: firioo @nadiawahyudi Udah terima sms gue? XDabout 18 hours ago from web in reply to nadiawahyudi

Gue: @nadiawahyudi Eh serius lo? Coba gue telfon XDabout 18 hours ago from web in reply to nadiawahyudi

Gue: Yeay we had our first time on the phone!! RT @firioo: @nadiawahyudi Eh serius lo? Coba gue telfon XDabout 17 hours ago from Snaptu

Gue: Text messaging with @firioo. Goodbye peeps! I'm away :pabout 17 hours ago from Snaptu

Fira: @nadiawahyudi First time apa neng? First time.. itu? O_O perasaan gue nelpon lo doang HAHAabout 18 hours ago from web in reply to nadiawahyudi

Gue: Gue lagi lebe sumpah RT @firioo: @nadiawahyudi First time apa neng? First time.. itu? O_O perasaan gue nelpon lo doang HAHAabout 17 hours ago from Snaptu

and skip skip skip! semalem gue text messaging sama Fira. NON STOP. sampe akhirnya gue ketiduran! HAHAHA.

sekarang, Fira ngelanjutin sekolahnya di Sinar Mas BSD. tau kan? yang daerah barunya BSD situ. asli gue ngiriiiiiiii banget!!! seandainya dulu gue mau-mau aja di sekolahin disana -____-" pasti kan nanti gue ketemu Fira! wkwkwwk.
gue ngajak ketemuan tapi katanya dia lagi ngejar term gitu T.T jadi agak-agak lately nih ketemuannya HUHUHU.

anyhoo, this's Fira!!!

"Firawwr!! gue naksir your shade, sumpaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!"

and well, seneng deh akhirnya gue bisa text messaging lagi atau bisa calling her. woohhoooo!!!

Mischa Barton!!

2009-10-13T13:39:00.009+07:00

I'm on my boring time, nothing so special today. since my Mom going to Bandung today, let say. okay, I'll shut my mouth up and give you some photos. not just some photos, but some great great great photos! here:

the reasons why I like her:
1. her hair
yessssss! I really want her hair, for TBL's sake. unfortunately I'm very very dark brown (until it closed to black -_-) and not too long. well, I guess it's hard for being like that :'( but it's not wrong right? if I trying to be like that, for sure ;p
2. her voice
woohoo! heavy accent! i lurvvvee it! you go girl!
3. her body
should I say more? she's perfect. I mean, she's model so she must really care about her body. pillates? maybe that's one of her routines. maybe.
4. she's active on Save the Children charity!
brain, beautiful and brave? YES!!!
well, enough say. SHE'S PERFECTO!

music monday

2009-10-12T11:13:00.003+07:00

WOW! my mid is so unbelieveable. it seems like it isn't mid test -_- but who care? I don't give a shit HAHAHA!

so I just wanna share someting that... hmm idk. this is my music monday, slut!

Daft Punk - Aroud The World

Mew - Am I wry? No

Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl

Fergie - Glamorous

anyhoo, talking about Fergie... I love her body!!

my saturday night

2009-10-10T22:16:00.008+07:00

now I'm only text messaging with Dika and later I'll be calling him. yeah, no one else! just him, I swear. no chatting, no e-mail but this:

oh my God!! this is the old Beverly Hills 90210! but, no, I'm not watching this Beverly Hills 90210

but this Beverly Hills 90210!!!

it playing in Indosiar, where my father work! why my father didn't tell me that BH 90210 will be played in Indosiar? grrrrr :@ but anyhoo, I'm already know the story and beside BH 90210 is second season. not season one -_-"

I'm also playing with my Looklet while still watching BH 90210, Facebooking and Twittering.

well, I guess I'm addicted to Looklet right now ;p

and tomorrow? I'll be going to Bandung to visit my grandma. my cousin, Dita (she's in college now and she's a ballerina!!!! God!!) retweet me when I'm online. she said granny still sick and she don't open her eyes. yeah, I'm sadddddd :"""""""""""""( granny is really close with me, I don't wanna lose her, for Chloe's sake. hopes she will get well soon as fast as she can. I miss when we had facial together, creambath together, shopping together, watching Animal Planet together (talk about hedonism right?). and do you know? she is want to meet Dika!!! uhh I hope she can :'( get well soon granny!

happy 18 month anniversaries!

2009-10-10T09:32:00.006+07:00

asik deh hari ini, 10 Oktober 2009, gue 18 monthsaries dong ya! HAHAHAHA! satu setengah tahun gitu lhows. hihi. happy 18 monthsaries!!!

kemaren malem sumpah bikin spot jantung banget deh itu cowok gue, Dika. kenapa? karena eh karena begini:

kan gue lagi ngeflock ya, twittering, facebooking (sumpah, masih happening ya?) sama blogwalking sambil ngobrol-ngobrol juga sama Bimo, my sharing friend. in other way, dia bawahan gue, secara I'm his manager gituw! hehe ;p okay back to the story, jadi gue kan lagi beraktifitas kaya gitu sambil smsan juga sih sama Dika. sebelumnya, dia ngajak gue ke Downtown SMS sore itu, cuma kan ya gue ada kelas IPA di Bintang Pelajar dan Senin itu udah mulai UTS jadi gue bilang gak bisa. awalnya sih dia bilang gpp, gak tau kenapa ya, gue lupa awalnya gimana, Dika bilang gue males sama dia. kalo orang males mah bawaannya gak pengen ketemuan blablablablablabla ---- gue udah mulai panik. perlu dikasih bold sama italic deh ni kayanya. panik. panik banget gue, sampe gue gak konsen apa yang Bimo curhatin, apa yang Bimo saranin buat band kita.
gue mencoba ngeyakinin Dika kalo gue gak males atau apapun. tapi tetep aja, dia ngotot gue tu udah males sama dia. gue takut banget sumpah, yaAllah. secara ya digituin sama pacar sendiri! tiba-tiba twittering, facebooking and blogwalking seems like a shit for me. gue jadi gak niat lagi, padahal lagi ngechat juga sama Rhegi, mention-an sama Fira, temen gue yang di Dubai. pokoknya jadi gak niat deh. jadi gue matiin aja deh desktop gue dan langsung ke tempat tidur. gak banyak bacot lagi, gue langsung membuka forum curhat sama Bimo. gue udah hopeless gitu. nggak mau banget lah anniv gue hancur berantakan. terus gak lama, Bimo udahan nelpon gue. katanya BBnya lowbat -__________-" padahal gue masih membutuhkan dia buat gue mintain saran dan nenangin gue (lebe abiss).

selang beberapa menit, gue udah on the phone sama Dika.

"hell-o?" *suara bindeng gara-gara nangis dan ingusan (eww... gross!!!!)

"hallo? lagi ngapain?" ngikutin suara gue, soalnya dulu tiap on the phone sama Dika, gue selalu membuka forum dengan seperti itu :|

"hhhhhhhmmmm..." gue masih agak-agak bete

"Nad, kamu nangis?" dalem hati gue jawab: "iyee lah... buset dah masa gak nangis? dalem lu"

"nggak kok, kenapa?" okay, I'm such a bigfatliar. urgh!

"jangan nangis dong! yang tadi kan cuma bercanda doang... kan mau anniversaries! ya? jangan nangis... jangan ngambek... Nad?"

"... ehehehe... hehehe..." nggak tau mau ngomong apaan lagi -_-"

!@$#!^$&$%!#$~!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ternyata dia bercanda, ya Allah HAHAHAHAHAHA gue nggak tau deh mau gimana lagi. melas banget, for Fendi's sake.

anyhoo, tadi bangun-bangun dari tidur gue, nggak mikir panjang; gue langsung ngesms gini deh:

Happy 18monthsaries, honey!
Semoga bulan ini semakin WOW aja, makin bahagia, makin hangat, makin saling pengertian, makin saling menyayangi satu sama lain, saling mencintai satu sama lain, saling mendukung, saling percaya dan saling setia! *amin
Ak sayaaaaaaaang bangett bangeeet bangeeeet sama km *ciummmms
heart 'ya,
Akew

terus Dika membales:

Wow ! iya dng baby, kta mesti harus kaya gituw .... hihi ! Pastinya ak mkn syglaah sm kmu .... jgn cm stengah taun aja lho says ! Ih akew2 aja, kmu tuh yg akew !

oh really, For Vogue's sake, I loooooooovvvveee when he calling me with "baby". kindda sweet and girls love the sweet talks, am I right?

selama satu setengah taun ini banyak deh suka dan dukanya. tapi biarin deh yang dukanya dijadikan pelajaran aja. sukanya ya diinget-inget terus dong biar tambah sayang. hehe yegaksih?

tapi sayang banget, diperingatan penting kaya gini gue sama Dika nggak bisa jalan :'( gue harus belajar. secara mau mid hari Senin. serius deh, apasih gunanya mid?! anyway, dan gue harus ke Bandung juga, jenguk Eyang Ibu yang katanya makin parah banget sakitnya *crying out loud
yaaaahh, tapi minggu depan mau rencana ke PIM sih. HAHAHA. gak tau deh jadi apa nggak. udah lama nggak ke PIM gitcuuww -_-

ps: sayang Dika selalu :-*

my brother have a facebook account? and his firstlove?!

2009-10-09T14:32:00.003+07:00

kemaren malem, Rafi, adek gue yang sekarang kelas 3 SD dan sekolah di Al-Azhar BSD, sempet curhat-curhat gitu masa.

kan ceritanya, gue lagi baca-baca Glam Girls ya sama PKN. sambil dengerin Black Eyed Peas gitu. terus gue iseng-iseng deh...

"dek, kamu udah punya pacar?" gue nanya-nanya penasaran ;p

*mesem-mesem* "hahaha..." adek gue malah ketawa aja. goblok -_-"

"udah belum???????????" gue dengan gaya gak sabara seperti biasa

"gak punya kok!" dia diem, "tapi aku suka Ola... hehehe..."

gue terdiam. gak tau mau ngomong apaan. diem-diem, adek gue yang agak-agak geeky and nerdy ini punya gebetan?

dengan sigap, gue ambil hp gue dan ngetweet. gue lupa tweets gue waktu kemaren malem apa, pokoknya liat aja deh sendiri. hehehe. tetangga gue yang notabene senasip sama gue (anak albsd, punya adek yang beda 6 tahun yang juga sama-sama anak albsd) mention ke gue. pokoknya tetangga gue yang namanya Dea ini agak-agak ngerti yang namanya Ola. HAHAHA. langsung deh gue mengobrol-ngobrol sama dia. ihiyyy o____o

terus adek gue bilang gini masa "kaaaaaakkk, besok bikinin aku Facebook, ya? yang namanya Ola itu punya Facebook! kan katanya kamu mau liaaaaattt? yayayayayayayaya?" gue diem, gak sanggup ngapa-ngapain lagi.

dan akhirnya sekarang dia punya Facebook. alesannya gara-gara gebetannya punya Facebook juga. geeeezzz!

this is my brother anyhoo

this photo was taken when I'm having my breakfast at Sukajadi Hotel

ehh besok anniversaries!! (Y)

well, I'm PMS like a bitch ya know?

2009-10-08T14:22:00.009+07:00

dan akhirnya gue pun period!!

asiiiikk banget kan ya? maksudnya, selama belum period tu gue panik-panik gak jelas gitu deh. takut gue hamil. yeah, HAMIL. hihihi! emang deh bego banget ya gue? padahal jelas-jelas gue gak pernah ngeakuin apapun yang menjurus gitu, but why I'm thinking like that? who never knows. gue baru tau pas pulang sekolah, pas lagi mau ganti baju hotpants and Bali's t-shirt di kamar mandi... ehh ketauan deh -_____-"

emang sih akhir-akhir ini sih gue agak-agak sensitive like a bitch getttoh. yang dikit-dikit ngambek, dikit-dikit marah dan dikit-dikit minta uang (?) perut gue juga emang agak-agak gak bener sih rasanya. kayak sakit-sakit gimana gitu. fewwh :| harus sedia feminax kalo gak mau guling-gulingan nahan sakit sih. seharusnya emang gak boleh sih minum kayak gitu, katanya bisa ketergantungan. but, I can't. gue gak bisa nahan sakitnya, how shitty!!

dan hari inipun, gue sukses badmood kembali. dan yang jadi korbannya, my lovely BFF, Meilidha Cahya Nabila ;p ---uhh, I'm so sowry, Mei. I just can't help it. would you forgive me?

terus juga ada Alvin, yang oh-my-fucking-goat!!! gilllaanya gak ketulungan banget. kan tadi sempet ada daily English Test tuh di homeroom gue. dan beruntungnya, Mrs. Esti W gak masuk dan dateng deh Pak Agus.

"Nad, waktu gue nyari Pak Agus, masa Bu Cholilah ngomong gini "ya kamu cari aja guru yang paling ganteng, kalo udah nemu ya berarti itu Pak Agus!". idddiiihhh, Pak Agus dibilang ganteng, Nad!" Fariz cerita ke gue dengan semangat banget.

"ew" cuma itu yang bisa keluar dari mulut gue. HAHAHAHAHA!

back to the story, peeps, Alvin tu nyontek ulangan gue dengan semangat '45. as you know, gue gak tau deh jawaban gue bener semua apa nggak. daannnnn... Alvin sukses biki kertas ulangan gue lecek dan ada bolong gara-gara pulpen gitcuw. AAAAAARRRGGGHHH!!!

dan yang agak mirisnya, gue agak-agak gak terima gitu dicontekin sama anak-anak. hehehe. my fugly bad.

anyhoo, gue sempet perang tweets sama Mei lho waktu pelajaran Pak Juju! kampret bangetlah sampe ngata-ngatain yang, for Chanel's sake, untrue!!!!!!!!

terus tumben-tumbenan lho gue pas di 8, text messaging with Dika! jarang gitu gue di sekolah kayak gitu. tapi gara-gara semalem (lagi-lagi) ketiduran jadi ya gitu deh.
gak tau ya akhir-akhir ini gue tu jam 10an udah ketiduran. jijik banget sumpah! I want my insomnia back!

well well well, dua hari menuju anniversaries!!!

heart,
NADIA

DKNY and NY Street Style

2009-10-07T15:18:00.011+07:00

lagi badmood, so gue searching di Google; mengetik "DKNY f/w" dan jadinya seperti ini deh... enjoy, girls!

sebenarnya masih ada puluhan lagi yang gue taksir, tapi sayang, gak mungkin gue post samuanya disini. maksud gue, ntar blog gue jadi katalog DKNY kan gak lucu ;p

sebagai gantinya; New York Street Style:

and as usual, masih banyak lagi dan gue gak memposting banyak disini, I'm so sorrryyy Fashion Gawd :'(

anyhoo, pas Science Lesson tadi, gue badmood kembali. since Mrs. Nur acted so fark, gue jadi muaaallleesss banget. waktu disuruh bikin tabel-tabel useless kayak kemaren, gue malah diem-diem sneaking baca novel Gossip Girl yang kemaren-kemaren Hasna, temen sekelas gue, pinjem. see? sekalinya bikin gue bete, agak susah bikin gue balik lagi ;p

dan di homeroom gue, Mei gak gencar-gencarnya ngitungin uang tabungannya yang katanya buat beli HP baru -____-" agak miris juga ngeliat puluhan IDR 50.000,- tergeletak nyantai di dompet Mei. udah gue kasih warning; mustinya gak usah dibawa ke sekolah. kalo hilang kan lumayan banget tu. but, yaudahlahyaaa... whatsoever aja deh.

ohh dan gak lupa, geng CERIA seperti biasa ngumpul lagi pas coffee break tadi. tapi minus Yani sama Niken yang katanya gak mau keluar homeroom. sebagai gantinya ada Ipang sama Vkey. by the by, Vkey itu computer-geek banget!!! segalanya serba tahu, tapi giliran matematika dan sejenisnya gak tau deh gue. mungkin emang bakatnya disana kali ya?

like me...

nilai-nilai semacem Science, Math, History ect, gue jarang-jarang dapet nilai 9. another side, pas English Lesson, nilai gue bisa melebihi mata pelajaran lain. hehehe ;p emang dasarnya gue keturunan luar kali ya makanya jadi begini. *vomitttttttt*

uh. about my lovelife? gak bisa ditebak aja deh. hehehe. gue gak mau berkoar-koar cerita lovelife disini ;p gak banget kaannn?! so, 3 hari lagi menuju satu setengah tahun !!!

heart,
NADIA

geng CERIA

2009-10-06T14:57:00.010+07:00

hari ini gak penting banget deh Science Lessonnya, for Gucci's sake. masa belajar gen-gen gitu lah, yang keturunan-keturunan. idih. emangnya gue mentingin gituan apa ya? maksudnya kan gue bikin anak ya bikin anak ajalah ya, gak pake ngurusin tabel-tabel unuse yang tadi diterangin sama Mrs. Nur.

ujung-ujungnya gue badmood, baca CosmoGirl! edisi baru punya Mei sambil manyun-manyun gak jelas gitu. sebelumnya juga kan disuruh tu nyari kata-kata yang gak dimengerti sama diartiin, harus 10. karena gue bawa text book yang dari Dika, jadi gue gampang banget nyarinya. diakhir bab itu ada kosakatanya. gue udah ngegarisin kata-kata yang gue dapet 10. terus gue diem. want to raise up my hand tapi males banget, malu gitu ceritanya. gak lama si Mei selesai. anjiiirrr... ada yang sama :'( terpaksa deh gue nyari-nyari lagi. gak lupa mastiin gak ada yang sama, soalnya gue takut kalo sama gak bakal dapet nilai -_-"
pas udah disuruh ngasih jawabannya, gue semangat raise up my hand. tapi bicthynya gue gak diwaro sama Mrs. Nur. KAMPRET banget sumpah. gue udah berkali-kali raise up my hand dan gue tau semua jawabannya!!! mulai deh badmood gue kambuh :|

yaampun... Science Lesson sukses ngebuat gue badmood sampe sekarang :@

tapi untung pas istirahat; gue, Mei, Yani, Niken, Rhegi sama Farhan ngumpul dan enjoy our coffee break bareng. gue, Yani sama Niken makan bubur yang didepan Balai Kesehatan itu. Tu tukang bubur kocaknya yaAllah, kagak nahan banget. mukanya aneh tapi; item-bolong-bolong (ntah kenapa ya, kayaknya dia pake pembolong kertas itu buat dimukanya)
-merah. YAAMPUN. sereeeemmmmm tapi lucu. bubur ayamnya murah lagi, cuma IDR 4.000,- semangkok. HAHAHA! masa depan gue secerah ketek si Abang deh.
sedangkan si Mei, Rhegi sama Farhan makan pempek yang ada disebelahnya si Abang Bubur. gue sebenernya juga pengen makan pempek apalagi pempek L E N J E R A N (Dik, masih inget gak hayyyooooo?). tapi gak jadi karena gue kaaaannnnn... bisa minta ntar sama Mei, Rhegi atau Farha. ahuahuahua!

kita berenem makan dengan nikmat, sambil ketawa-ketawa kayak biasa. duuuuhh... to be honest, gue paling seneng kalo udah ngumpul sama ini anak-anak TK deh. gokiiiiiillnya gak ketolongan. tapi tetep, yang paling autis gue dong! hehe. mungkin bisa dibilang kita adalah kelompok CERIA. karena kami selalu CERIA walaupun badai menghatam kemaluan kami (ohmyGod). oke deh, mulai sekarang geng gue namanya geng CERIA. asssoooyy ;)

oh ya, anak buah gue; Bimo sama Ifat rambutnya dipotong gitu. fyi, gue kan sekarang manager band mereka! hahaha. nama Bandnya PaperPlane. dan sekarang gue lagi nyari job deh buat mereka (Bimo, Ifat sama Cudi). anywhat, Farhan juga siiihhh.

"Han?" waktu gue masuk homeroom 9.6 dan ngeliat Farhan.

"niii gue abis potong rambut! gimana?" Farhan nunjukin rambutnya yang lebih pendekan dari sebelumnya.

"gak jadi dibotakin? kayak yang semalem kita rundingin via sms. kayak tuyul..." gue kecewa karena Farhan gak jadi dibotakin.

"segini juga udah pendek, Naaaaddddd!"

"whatever, Han..."

"ini model BOCIL lho, Nad. lo tinggal bilang ke mas-mas cukur rambutnya, namanya ya BOCIL"

"WAAAAHH?" mulai cengok dan gak tau harus ngapain -_-"

BOCIL? what the fffffffuuuuuurrrrkkkkk? model apaan lagi sih itu? yaoloh. oh ya, foto Farhan dengan rambut andalannya gue post later ya? belum sempet meng-foto niiih!

buat yang penasaran sama yang namanya Farhan, ni gue ada foto Farhan---yang please deh ah, gayanya yaampun -_-"

FARHAN sebelum potong rambut yang modelnya "bocil"

for dearest Thalia: "Thal, coba lihat tu cowokmu!"

heart,
NADIA

my confession

2009-10-02T22:16:00.002+07:00

my first love

Andika at his most loveable angle

8.3.1
8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning

he was still in Junior High School when I captured this. but now he's in Senior High School. Leaving me behind :'(

"I've got so much love
for you darling
and I
I wanna let you know
how I feel

and it's true
that I love you
and it's true
your the o n l y one
and I do
I adore you
and it's true boy
you make me feel alive" alive - BEP

ps: I'll be here forever, even if you LEAVE me. so whatever the condition, whatever how hard is it, I'm always have and always will love you :-* I'm. always YOURS

heart,
NADIA

my oh-so-want list

2009-10-02T21:48:00.001+07:00

I want live with this:

MY FATHER AND MY MOTHER

MY BROTHER

MY BFF

LOMO

CASIO GOLD

NOKIA E71

IPHONE

HONDA NEW CITY

LOTS OF MONEY

gossip girl

2009-10-02T15:35:00.000+07:00

finally, when I was waiting so long for this. and now, I'm using my desktop! with speedy on. lame(r), yeah. hmm...

now i'm watching for gossip girl

everybody lurve gossip girl

what the hell?

2009-10-01T08:04:00.001+07:00

gue barusan ngeliat selembar kertas di tas mei, sahabat gue. so, I just wanna to post it. quick. before she realize I'm taking her paper.

this's from our lovely, my x-bff and the backstabber. a social climber. astri.

dear nadia

nad, gua tau gua udah gak dianggep apa2 lagi gua ngerti kok!! emang gua slalu 'ngerepotin' lo.. (mungkin) gua juga gak tau lo benci apa ga sama gua.. dan lo mau baca surat ini apa ngga!!
atau bahkan lo gak akan nggep surat ini penting! gak papa! gua cuman pingin bilang :c
"makasih" makasih banyak ya nad :) lo udah mau jadi bagian hidup gua. gua bersyukur bisa kenal lo,!! tapi rekarang mungkin gua bukan APA-APA lo lagi ^_^ iya gak papa juga.. asal lo bisa tenang & bahagiah gua bisa TERIMA kok
sampai kapanpun walau lo UDAH GAK ANGGEP GUA APA" gua tetep nggep lo sahabat gua kok nad, gua gak mau punya MANTAN sahabat :c iya, tapi gua gak nuntut buat lo jadiin gua 'sahabat' lo juga. emang sikap lo yang BEGINI dan gua yang BEGITU gak bisa dijadiin satu (!) dan sikap itu yang ngebuat kita (min) banget sampai" kita harus kaya gini :(
jujur, gua seeedih banget lebih sedih daripada gua harus kehilangan rhegi sekalipun.. T.T tapi kalo emang ini yang terbaik oke...
maafin gua yaa.. kalau udah banyak salah ke lo..
gua berharap bgt untuk yg trakhr kalinya lo bisa CERITA YANG JUJUR tentang gua, lo & dika..
apa masalah sesungguhnya sampai kita harus bubar? gua juga minta maaf banget ya!!
thx nad.

okay, here it goes:
1. you're backstabber. apa lagi setelah lo deket tu sama DIA. ngerti kan?
2. lo terlalu mengada-ada. apa iya cowok gue ngebullshit? hah?
3. I'm taking your boy? ooh. lucu.

4. ngecewain mei sangoddd.
5. agak lebai juga kalo cerita ke orang lain.

but however, gue udah ngelupain semuanya. so... idk. just go away, please?

the begining

2009-09-29T14:36:00.000+07:00

this is my (another) new blog :)
well, i don't know what i'm gonna do with this thing today. i want share mt story maybe in another fucking time. yeah!

okay, this is me and my lovely boyfriend; andika purwantara